satisfacer

i feel so satisfied lately.

i work long hours, but i'm like a sponge and i soak everything up that i don't know.

and even though i started on a rotation that is incredibly difficult, my having to keep myself afloat has made my initiation into doctorhood that much more expedient. i feel like a doctor. i feel like a surgeon, and that makes the days not seem so laborious.

and i love where i live.

i surf everyday.

yesterday i was out with my best friend an hour or so before sunset. we watched dolphins swim by and each caught a couple really beautiful waves. the water was warm and the sun seemed to take up half the horizon as it set. it was beautiful. and then i walked home...to my beautiful apartment. and i thought about how lucky i am. this is my best case scenario, it really is, and i am so thankful for it.